Sleepy but not.

I should be asleep by now, but I'm not. When I laid down I started thinking about Deniz, and the next thing I knew tears were rolling down my cheeks. I haven't cried over her being gone in over a month now, but I still miss her deeply.

So now I need to do something to distract myself so that I can go to bed and actually sleep. Bleah.

Aren't kids precious?

( My precious )

Clinical Depression.

I just read an interesting pair of articles on Kuro5hin about clinical depression. Here's Part 1 and Part 2. I found reading the articles from the point of someone who has dealt with clinical depression and beaten it to be interesting. On the other hand, I'm not about to take what he says as gospel. After all, I've been through 'burnout' a number of times, and it (for me) had none of the symptoms of Clinical Depression he lists, despite his claim that they are one and the same thing.

Another Dumb Image

Just a reminder:
( Think big )