Sleepy but not.

[swestrup]

I should be asleep by now, but I'm not. When I laid down I started thinking about Deniz, and the next thing I knew tears were rolling down my cheeks. I haven't cried over her being gone in over a month now, but I still miss her deeply.

So now I need to do something to distract myself so that I can go to bed and actually sleep. Bleah.