Its Morning.

[swestrup]

Its morning and I haven't slept. sucha is next door in the bathroom meowing almost continuously, as she has almost all night. I don't think she's really slept at all in a day or more either. I think she's in too much pain. She also has a really hard time drinking as I don't think she can stick out her tongue any more. Actually, just a few minutes after typing that, I saw her manage to lap up some water, so she can still drink a bit, which is good.

Anyway, I've been trying to provide her what comfort I can, but its proved to be very little. Mostly I check on her every few minutes and pat her or stroke her and refill her water bowl so its brimming over, as that seems to make it easier for her to drink.

But, really, I just feel completely useless.

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you are doing all that you can do... just being there for her... topping up her water... comforting her... and when it is her time you will be with her... she knows that she is loved... and the time she has spent with you has been her happiest. small comfort in the present to know this, but when she has gone to a place with no suffering and no pain from her ailments, you will take some solace in that I am certain.


*hugs*