Feeling Better
May. 27th, 2005 01:38 amToday was another long day in which I couldn't muster the energy to do much, but it was improved by having a long chat with
kalkuly.
I also just had a mini-revelation of a somewhat personal nature, but in essense it boiled down to my realization that I'm not too old for personal growth. I think part of my funk lately has been at least partly due to the fact that I turned 40 this year and I'm not yet the person I want to be. I've been thinking that most folks are fairly set in their ways by age 40 and it didn't seem likely I was going to change much after this. Today I realized that, despite this prognosis, I have been experiencing some slow but definite personal growth lately. I just hadn't noticed me making any progress on my various issues -- but that didn't mean there hadn't been progress.
I also just had a mini-revelation of a somewhat personal nature, but in essense it boiled down to my realization that I'm not too old for personal growth. I think part of my funk lately has been at least partly due to the fact that I turned 40 this year and I'm not yet the person I want to be. I've been thinking that most folks are fairly set in their ways by age 40 and it didn't seem likely I was going to change much after this. Today I realized that, despite this prognosis, I have been experiencing some slow but definite personal growth lately. I just hadn't noticed me making any progress on my various issues -- but that didn't mean there hadn't been progress.
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Date: 2005-05-27 09:27 pm (UTC)