Down in the dumps.
Sep. 30th, 2003 09:07 amThere seems to be something going around. Most of the folks writing in their journals are depressed or angsty or just generally down on life, and I'm feeling the same way.
This morning (yesterday now) I didn't want to get out of bed. When I finally did, it was only because
taxlady called at 5:30 pm and asked me to find some papers for her. By the time I had sent her the info she wanted, I was up. I didn't feel like doing anything today, not even just lying around. Out of sheer boredom, I actually got some work done today because I couldn't think of anything more interesting to do. Now I've been up all night and I don't want to go to bed. I don't know why, I just don't, but I think biology is starting to win, and I'm going to fall asleep soon.
I think I would attempt to sleep all day except that I have to make a phonecall sometime tomorrow (actually today) before midnight and my sweetie will call sometime after 5:00 pm and I would hate to miss it. Her voice is one of the few bright spots in my days right now, even if it seems she's almost as down in the dumps as me.
Normally, I would try and cure this by going out and treating myself to an expensive book or a fancy meal somewhere, but I'm broke. The other thing would be to impose myself on my more cheerful friends, but they all seem to be in the same state that I am. Those that I have tried to contact haven't answered my e-mails. Sigh.
This morning (yesterday now) I didn't want to get out of bed. When I finally did, it was only because
I think I would attempt to sleep all day except that I have to make a phonecall sometime tomorrow (actually today) before midnight and my sweetie will call sometime after 5:00 pm and I would hate to miss it. Her voice is one of the few bright spots in my days right now, even if it seems she's almost as down in the dumps as me.
Normally, I would try and cure this by going out and treating myself to an expensive book or a fancy meal somewhere, but I'm broke. The other thing would be to impose myself on my more cheerful friends, but they all seem to be in the same state that I am. Those that I have tried to contact haven't answered my e-mails. Sigh.