Despondant.

[swestrup]

Well, it took most of a week for the out-of-work-blues to fully sink in, but today they did. I spent the day looking for work, and that didn't help.

Right now I'm feeling rather old and useless and unloved, and I've just noticed I've already started automatically excluding myself from social occasions because "no one would want me there anyway".

Comments

[undinesprite.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry that you're feeling blue *hugs*

I hope you decide to stop excluding yourself from social outings; I'm sure your friends/loved ones very much want to spend time with you.

Thinking good job finding thoughts for you.

[azrhey.livejournal.com]

unloved ???? now I know this is irrational thinking and i'd probably do the same thing if I were in your shoes, but...UNLOVED ?

I will show you unloved tonight! really!


and why I havent replied to your invitation yet is because I still unsure when the baby party for my cousins baby is gonna be! if not I will be there!